The day I finally giving an oil cleanser a try. A review of Etude House Real Art Cleansing Balm. Well, I did try Biore Cleansing Oil before..

Phewww..such a mouthful title.

OK. Being a girl (OK lah, a grown up woman..OK..an adult woman..OK! Someone who is matured enough to take care of her own skin), I am always on the lookout on a beauty products that will keep my face look younger, as young as possible. Forever 21 perhaps? 

I don't apply make-up to work, only BB cream (when I feel like it) and powder foundation (my basic need) or some blusher (if I wanna look...cute? Haha) and lip balm/ color lip balm, lip liner and of course THE Lipstick (which lasts for 2 hours, top). I hate re-applying my lippies coz am lazy like that. Huhu.

Cleaning my face everyday after work is a tedious process (for a lazy babe like moi). Someone adviced me to use a baby oil. OK. Loving it so far but all those cotton pads and oily remains are too much to handle. Too muchhhhhhh OK. I always have to replenish my cotton pads every time I finishes it (was using at least 5 facial pads per day Thats a lot of money mannnn) and buying it at the nearby Guardian is not my favorite task (coz I will, I repeat, I will somehow, even if I tried so fucking hard not to overspend,  I will spent on the unnecessary items and regret it like 5 seconds after I left the store).

To save some moolah, I root for oil cleanser. My first encounter was with Biore Oil Cleanser. Despite the hoo-haas and great reviews, we are not meant to be togther :( which brings us to Etude House Real Art Cleansing Balm. 

This is love. This is THE ONE. This is the thing that is going to widen the hole in my pocket. This is the reason am gonna be broke. But this is also the reason my face feels clean and fresh.

THE INGREDIENTS
I actually don't know the ingredients because everything is in Korean. I don't read Korean and there's no English translations.  Tolong!! But who cares (at least I don't). Just use laaaa as long as my face is clean. So shallow hoh?! 

THE BALM
The balm came in a tub and a spatula which is not my cup of tea. I prefer a tube because it's more hygenic. The spatula is a nice addition to it but when I'm super tired and just want to take a shower, it's no longer practical. My hands works faster than that plastic. It's a waste too as I tend to scoop for more than I needed. Look at the third photo on the right. It was way too much for my face. 

THE TEXTURE
OK. It's surprisng that when it's on my face it melts straight away. Since I scooped it way too much, the texture "melt" faster and it turns into liquid in a nanosecond (just to illustrate how fast the texture turn to "oil"). The make ups, foundation and whatever junk I slapped on my face is dissolved immediately. 5 star for this "feature". 

THE SMELL
It has lemon scent which is OK for me because I dig lemon yo! Not too strong and suffocating,  just nice. Let just say, it is bearable.

THE RESULT
I can see the liquis turns to brownish color as portrayed in the bottom part of the photo. To me, it work wonders. Of course I need to use facial wash to "finalise" the cleaning process. 

THE PRICE
The balm costs around RM39++ (I forgot how much is the price (real) coz I bought it when it's on SALE). Very costly maaaaannnn. If you plan to use it everyday then be prepared to buy more because 1 tub may not be enough for daily application.

THOUGHTS
Will I repurchase? Yes, if my financial condition allows it. It's a good product (IMHO).

So, there you go. Filling my Thursday night with a product review just because ha ha haaaa.

Oh, there are only 2 Etude House outlets in Kuching; tHe Spring and City One. Now that it's in Kuching, I don't have to worry if I need to restock on Etude House's beauty products because I know the outlet will always be there (coz I can't afford to go KL just to replenish my stock. I don't even go to KL for a holiday. The only reason I went to KL is for me and my sister's graduations. Ohhh kesian aku lok).

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The day I won that damn 800 meter race. Sumpah tak tipu!!

Hello :)

Just finished a pack of Oreo (Double stuffed). Feels like a pig now.

Been stuffing myself a lot lately. Today alone I have taken; cinnamon bread, roti canai, rice with fish curry, belacan, clamps curry (from tin), kiwi, Lipton tea, Lee Fah Mee, 1500ml of plain water just because AND damn I'm still thirsty. And yeah, that damn Oreo too! Gahhh.

Going back to my previous weight at 68kg.

Was at 63kg in 2012. Damn!! Last year was my happiest year la, for obvious reason, I feel lighter because I'm only 63 KG. Now, how did that 5KG sneaks in? I hate looking at myself in the mirror now. Serious!!!

Guess I should stop taking that damn green tea. Not all good things are good, geddit? They say its cooling. Mana ada! Making me bloated, gaining extra unnecessary weight adalah! Every time I gulp my mug full of green tea, this happens! Man, this is tiring. I just want to cleanse my body system what?! Anyway, gonna stop taking it for a while and start over some time..in the next few month maybe. That's how I roll with my green tea. Can't live with it, can't live without it.

Can't see any light now. Can't think positive as every time when I did, nothing good ever happen. Keeping myself in the dark. For the betterment of my health. So, yeah.

Internet is being shitty now. Gah!!! Yes, I'm still addicted to Youtube. Been watching the same video over and over again. Go Wong Fu! Go Jubilee Project! Go Ryan Higa! Go Jinny Boy TV!!

Oh yeah, the weather is extremely hot these day. Whenever I'm at home (during the weekends), my face will immediately turn oily straight after washing it. Yucky and grossssssssssssssss. Water consumption doesn't help either. I feel thirsty most of the time and every time I took a drink (plain water OK) I feel bloated (still in the bloated phase RIGHT NOW!!). My tummy is bulging as if am a preggo. Argh!

Anyway, on to a happier news. I won 800 meter race last Saturday. Our office organized a Track and Field event. I hesitate to join but its a MUST. Die die must go la pffft.

As usual, I came late. Nooo, not because I'm being stubborn or anything. I was literally late. LITERALLY OK. I missed the warm up session. OK. Fine la. Not gonna win anyway kan? So I just run laaa 50 meter sprint, 6 X 50 meter relay and 800 meter race. My god, so fucking tiring but yours truly won a gold medal in 800 meter race. Believe it or not? Better believe it lah because it's true!!

I couldn't believe myself either. I hate running. When we play badminton I never want to run. All I want is to hit the shuttlecock. That morning, winning was not in my mind. Just come lor, to support whatever activity the office is having maaaa.

So, I won 800 meter race (1st place), 50 meter sprint (2nd place) and 6 x 50 meter (I don't remember, but I got medal, don't remember what color). Oh, I won 6 X 100 meter too! (2nd place).

Here's the medals.

See...told you I won. I'm not a fan of uploading photo in my blog but this is a proof that I won. Hahaha.

Wanted to write more crap but I got to go and take a shower. So panas! And it's 8:06 pm now. Tomorrow is Monday. Oh, god. I hate Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday and Friday. I hate them. I hate Sunday too.

Buku Fixi - Kelabu

Buku Fixi - Kelabu
After reading 2 books from the same publisher, I'm hooked. Read it and thank me later =)

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Syaitan Wanita & Boneka

Ye, syaitan wanita datang dalam bentuk menutup aurat, menjaga solat 5 kali sehari. 

Tetapi, curi waktu kerja. Itu kan rezeki haram?

Kemudian, dia mencaci, menghina, menyebar fitnah, membawa mulut caca merba ke seluruh pejabat perihal orang yang tidak mampu dijadikan kroni.

Ye, saya jahat, buat entri begini. Tapi, ada waktu harus diluah. 

Kerana saya sakit hati. Saya benci. Mungkin dendam sampai mati (ini pernah jadi kata-kata syaitan wanita tersebut). Dendam itu subjective. Mungkin dendam tidak akan berbalas kerana kita semua takut pada balasan Tuhan?

Apabila syaitan wanita mula berleluasa menyebar tohmahan palsu, dia juga punya boneka untuk menjalankan kerja jahat itu.

Boneka itu adalah si bodoh Doll. 

Boneka itu kalau mati, saya tidak akan dipanggil mayat atau jenazah. Lebih sesuai digelar bangkai. Dia lagi hina daripada binatang. Itu yang saya tahu.

Jika boneka itu mati, mungkin saya akan ucapkan Alhamdulillah, tanda syukur kepada Allah kerana penyeksaan kini berakhir.

when I see you my heart goes dum dum dum!

First thing first. Happy Chinese New Year!!

To spice things up, here's a video from JinnyboyTV! Happy Chinese New Year!!

Hi Jaswant, meet Kak Wan, let's go makan..makan..at Madam Kwan (1:05)

-Long One Short One, JinnyboyTV (2013) 

Kuching was rather quiet yesterday BUT these hardworking small time businessmen/women have already setting up stalls for Valentine's Day gift. Crap! I want to buy it all (for myself). I'm a sucker for fresh flowers (but sucks at keeping them fresh and "alive") oh! and cute plush toys too!! 

Love or a relationship seems distant to me.  The dude that I have a crush on has a girlfriend, maybe planning a wedding now as we speak. Hahaha. Whatever. 

Crappy feelings aside, this is the video that, in years to come will cheer myself up and hope that, some day, my time will come. A girl can only hope..hahahaha!!!

Here's the video for self-reminder when I'm old and fugly (uiks, I am already OLD and FUGLY, cries x 100).

When I see you my heart goes "boom" "boom" "boom" (3:47)

-Drummer Love Song, Wong Fu Productions (2013)

Everytime

I was watching Glee Season 4 last night, for the fist time. I don't even know the show moves on til the 4th season. Bravo!! I stop watching Glee when the second season starts. It outgrew me I guess.


To my defense, I'm not watching watching Glee, more like listening to the show while screaming (mentally) at SPSS. Research + Report = Angry Me.


While manas-ing, the last part of the show caught my attention. They were reliving Britney Spears (again) through her song or something (this is the second time, me think) and Melissa Benoist (don't know her character's name in Glee) was singing THAT SONG.


Not that THE SONG mean anything to me but I never knew the lyric kinda sums up what I feel all these years. I stop listening to Britney looooooooooooooooong time ago. Not a big fan anyway.


I prefer her singing the song than Britney. Dia ada feeling, kali lah.


For my own reference in the future, here is the song =)







"At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away"
-Everytime, Britney Spears-

bitter

Here's the thing, you should respect the elders, nanti tulah.

But what if, the elders (or shall I refer them as old fart /fark?) is the one that ruins your life?

In some circumstances, disrespect the elders and you shall LIVE. Geddit?

There are time that I feel like screaming to their faces (two of them obviously), telling them IF YOU ARE SO FUCKING GOOD, BY ALL MEAN, LEAVE. If you are so fucking good, any organization will want to take you in despite your OLD AGE.

To me, if the place fail to accommodate to your needs, MOVE, WALK AWAY. Why wait?

Then again, if you are so damn good why you are still here, so, we are on the same level of stupidity (as you refer us as, budak bodoh), am i right or am i RIGHT?

I'm tired.

KPI

Balit dari Lawas, masok opis pagi Jumaat, sejam kemudian lalu diskas hal KPI. Pfftt

KPI personal aku 2013 adalah seperti berikut:

(a) Jadi kaya.
- Kaya RAYA belum dapat. Macam terpaksa carry forward jak. Le sigh.

(b) Jadi ompuan kacak.
- Bila kaya RAYA baruk dapat jadi ompuan kacak sebab baruk dapat beli Herbalife / Slimming products / kosmetik, SK2, etc

(c) Meng - ignore negative aura.
- Biar jadi mangsa hasutan asal aku kaya dan kacak (hmm.. bila mau kaya sama kacak?)

This is going to be a tough year as KPI is measured quarterly to ensure productivity. Banyak lah bacaan ilmiah ku tahun tok kelak.

Lepak di Tua Pek Kong (aku sik pande eja).

K. Bye.

i can totally relate

Yeah. I am stupid but I ain't pretty. So yeah.




-I dont love you like you want to
I dont need you like you need me to-
Anthony Salari, Stupid Pretty Girl

budak bi-polar memang begitu

Ini conversation ada tokok tambah sebab saya suka lah! Not sure if it really happen or I just imagined it like I always do. Wakakakaka but I'm pretty sure some part of the conversation did happen. Hmmm


"Brah, let's get Note 2"

"Is it too big?"

"Nooooo, it fits nicely in my hand"

"...................... you buy first then review to me"

*I don't remember what I said next* bwahahaha lembap punya otak!


On Christmas day, another conversation takes place.

"Brah.. Noteee 2" (was it something like that? can't friggin recall lahh)

"OK, when you wanna buy?"

"January le"

*then I forgot what happens next*


But the gist is, I WANT NOTE 2. Khennn amat besar celaka nya di situ.


Tapi ada sedikit kesedihan di situ karana Note 2 16 GB jer. Like why la Malaysia? Aihhh menyalahkan country pulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak.


Aok lah, ngakuk ku, I can only navigate iOS device (ipod, iphone *yang saya tidak miliki*, ipad*masih tidak dimiliki*) because it's a user friendly gadget. Macam i got an Android device last year and hating every part of it. Every minutes was unbearable.


And being me, I always go to whoever (in this my brah) that can be my "accomplice" coz it's fun. Fun ah? Hahaha Donooooo. No lahh if my brah wants to buy, he buy la. I can buy things on my own. It's just to have someone who own the same device and we can Chat ON ka hapa. Macam lah we sms each other every day/time. Maka jak every once in a blue moon. Tapi duli, aku maok juak Note 2 tek sbb aku traveling senang check email. Kononnnnnnnnnnn. Pasya iPhone 5 macam kecik gilak dah screen nya. Bagei berduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu jak. Sak jak merinsak. Kimengs betullah sayerrr.


Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. aku dah chek out Celcom pun offer (oh pelanggan tegar celcom). Bukan apa aku check sebab aku nak print bill jadi kan terpampang kat home page sia. Tekan lerrrrrrrr. Tekannn tekaaannnn nemu lahhh

www.celcom.com.my

Sila tanggar atas belah kanan I Love New Year. Bukan Note 2 jak ada. Banyak juak choices. Pffttt sakit ati ehhh jadi orang kurang mampu tokkk. Aku kira-kira tambah upfront payment RM250 (mun Note 2 pun plan la) alu jadi dekat nak RM2200 juak. Aihhhh why la like that. Ingat ada 300 - 400 beza. Mun sik bayar upfront payment nang le jauh murrr. Sak juak upfront payment ya credited balit lam bill, ngok juak aku. Macam saving for the rainy days kata nya. Ngenak ka sik peribahasa ya? Duli kuuuu.


Mun beli sampei 15 January tok, ada chance nak dapat free sigek. Meroyan lah ngarap ada orang meli Note 2 pasya aku mintak Note 2 nok free ya. Ekekekekek


Aok, aku beralih arah. Sebab iPhone 5 ya tek sekda innovation gik dah. Screen macam ya jak? Hmmm Sekda benda aku anticipate. Dolok masa iPhone 4 OK lah best la juak. Tok hmmm..


So, beralih arah kepada Note 2 yang kata nya superb. Pasya maok galaxy camera la pulak. Booo!!


Apa hal Samsung Note 2 best?


Jap, show gambar handphone (ohh they say it's PHABLET, whateevv) idaman dhoori loks.

www.samsung.com/my

Oh bukan itu sahaja, saya maok Stylus Pen nya juak. Show lagikkk gambar loks. Oh saya maok Marble White bwahaha kerana ia chanteks?

www.samsung.com/my

Ada pen haaaaaaaaaaa!!!


Ada pic lain, specs dan lain-lain sendiri carik. Kerana yang penting bagi sayaaaaaaaaaaaaa ialah..

a) Camera 8MP (yaaa, memang iPhone 5 ada 8MP) and front camera almost 2MP. Haaa! Bagus untuk minah / mat CAMWHORE (ada orang aku kenal ya suka camwhore likeee everywhere, stalker kali jak aku. kekeke)

OK lah, camera ya bagus k kerja sbb aku sik suka angkut camera opis. Keja aku tok sket2 ambik gambar pasya mintak progress pic ngan orang lain juak. OK lah, emergency bahhh.

b) Stylus Pen. Keja aku kadang ambik NOTE. Makan NOTEBOOK sik relevant sebab aku salu ilang pen. Mun makei stylus pen konfem lain daripada yang lain, sekda orang nak curi kimengs!!! Kinek tok aku makei note ipod jer. Sikkan la aku jalan-jalan ngan mak aku rah supermarket, aku nunggu nay rah cashier, sik kan lah ngeluar pen ngan paper nak? Kadang-kadang thoughts just came. Haihhhsss


c) Apa apps lam iOS, Android pun ada juak. Aok, aku madah hal Instagram lahh. Apa juak lain. Twitter? Hahaha. Ya dah jadi sumber sms la pulak. Emergency makei sms, sik berebut pakei twitter. Memarahi ornag yang tidak puas hati? Bersadu? Mengadu dombaaaa semua nya twitter. Wakakakak

Games? Lagu? Youtube? Ermmm.. semua ada ehh

c) Unleashing your creativity katanyaaaa. Ohh harus. Aku lukis2 ntah apa-apa ntah sia pasya. Hahaha

d) Screen 5.5 inch. Sangat bagus pakei fat thumb sak sik salu molah typo. Choy, makei laptop nok gedabak tok gik typo. Sik lah terok kedak ku makei ipod kheeeeennn. ipod bagus, sik jaik. boh kecik ati. Anytime aku milih ipod daripada handphone. Haihsss hahah

e) Bila traveling, hotel pun wifi kadang-kadang mahalllll. Why like that? Sampei RM25 a night. Ko gila? Bagus ku duduk smapei tengah malam rah kedei nok merik free wifi. At least mun ada Note, aku subscribe mobile internet pasya hmmmm sik lah ku check email kerja, harus ku check facebook nak? Bila nunggu di airport lamak macam apa, harus lah aku ngilang boring main tenet nak? Sikkan nak makan sebab dah gemok. Haaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

f) Laju. Aku maca review, ada Project Butter (tetak loksz) jadi Note 2 tok run smooothly macam butter nok sik engkah lam peti ais. Maok sapu atas roti paon pun senang. Macam ya la maksud nya tekkkk. Sik kedak Android ku zaman 2011 ya, haihhhss kejam tau mala lag. Maok jak tikam. Aok lah, aku engkah apps byk gilak, entah2 ROM kecik kot? Aku la buta IT nyalah handphone indah. Zaman Gingerbread nak? Maklom lah kinek tok dah Jelly Bean. Mungkin sifat Jelly Bean ya lembut maka lembut lah juak Note 2 ya nak? Gingerbread kan keras..harus lah ekot bentuk fizikal Encik Gingy khennn. Hahaha

Kimeng juak, merapu macam tok banyak la pulak points aku. Coba suruh polah report, paling banyak ku dapat comes up is 2 points jer. Kimeng lahh!!


OK lah. Merana lok nak becarik uang pakei beli-in Note 2. Haduhhhh nanti keluar Note 3, baru bisa kumpul-in uang yang cocok pakei beli-in Note 2. Haihhss endond ari sinei gik tokkkk datang merapu.


Btw, Metrojaya bukak ritok tek. Mala jak bukak mall, duit jak sekda k beli barang. Patut juak aku jadi mental sik berduuuu tok.